In May 2008 I was asked by missionary Melissa Stanton if I could paint the map of Mozambique on a 4′ x 6′ floorcloth that she had purchased in the US. Melissa oversees prayer at our center in Pemba and wanted to use this with the children so they could actually lay hands on and pray for specific areas of the country. (We adults got to use it too!)It showed all of the different provinces as will as the provincial capitals. I wish I was able to get a clearer photo!

These are a couple of pictures from the Solemn Assenbly last summer in Pemba. I was honored to have been asked to paint the banner for the event with Isaiah 66:8 (in Portuguese). The billows were made for me by Patricia Kieffer and given to me to bring … months before knowing of the God’s plans for them.

This morning I was reading this morning in 2 Samuel Chapter 9.

It documents the account of David inquiring as to if there was anyone from the house of Saul left alive that he may show favor to. Years before he had made a covenant with his best friend Jonathan, the son of Saul.

David was informed that yes there was a grandson to Saul still alive named Mephibosheth. He dwelled in Lo Debar and was lame in both feet.

Lo Debar – Without pasture (fodder, feeding place)

- Without word, speaking                                             (Concordance)

Lame – Smitten everywhere const.

- Smitten in the feet

- Smitten in the spirit, afflicted                                   (Concordance)

Smitten – Struck with a great force

- Disastrously or deeply affected; afflicted                     (Dictionary definition)

What do you get from the pasture, the place of feeding? My first thoughts are nourishment and a feeling of fullness or satisfaction. I also think of the pasture as a place where many are “feeding” together. The place of pasture also gives a sense of community. In community there is interaction, communication.

So here was Mephibosheth, the grandson of Saul, living in a place where he is without the nourishment and satisfaction that comes from communication and interaction in a community.

It is said that he is lame. In his case it was stated it was in both feet. The definition of lame also applies to being smitten in the spirit! One who is lame in the spirit has been struck by a great force which has left them disastrously or deeply affected; afflicted!

But David here is inviting Mephibosheth to eat at his table, the King’s table, from that day forward forever more.

What is at the table? There is food. The food brings nourishment, satisfaction and a feeling of being full or complete. At the table there are others who you are eating with. This interaction and communication also feeds, nourishes and satisfies.

King David, because of covenant, called for Mephibosheth to leave the place of Lo Debar and to eat at his table. Likewise King Jesus because of the Covenant has called us to join Him at the table. Another point that stands out to me is that Mephibosheth was invited to the table lame, in both feet! It was not after he was healed or at least had one good foot that he could hop along on. He was lame!

This speaks loudly to me right now because there is a particular area where I see how crippled I am. But Jesus, my King, is saying “I have made a Covenant with you. Come to the table.”

Years ago God gave me a poem titled Heavenly Eyes and I recall it again this morning because it mentions being lame. I quote it often but I make no apology. I truly believe it is something God wants us ‘to gain hold of’ for ourselves as a word of encouragement from Him. I also truly believe that it is something God wants us ‘to gain hold of’ for our viewing of one another. Who do you see that is lame and needs to be invited to the table, to be offered nourishment, relationship and ultimately love unconditional?

Heavenly Eyes

Oh please do not look at me

With your earthly eyes

Try and see me as the one

Who has his throne on high

For where you may see the surface

He sees what’s within

He still calls me his beloved

Although He knows my sin

He understands my weakness

My failures and my shame

He has watched me take my every step

He knows which left me lame

So you may see me as I am

This day, this hour, this place

But He sees me as I can be

Through His love, His power, His grace

Copyright Laura Jean Eubanks 2-24-2002

Yesterday on my walk I had decided to go into the park and towards the river. As I followed the road I came to a point where it was blocked by a gate. Just beyond the gate the road was no longer visible because the floodwaters had covered it.

Today as I prepared to set out on my walk I pondered where I should go. I thought ” it was a good walk yesterday, I will go that way again”. So I am following my same course fully expecting to find the road closed at that particular location. I got close to there and discovered that the gate was open and the road was clearly visible and passable!

Right away I was struck with this “life lesson” -

We often walk through life and come to those places where we have lost sight of the road or the road that we knew was suddenly obstructed. These seasons of obstruction and lack of sight can be very challenging.

Referring again to the natural situation I witnessed -

The road was there all along and in one day it went from unviewable and obstructed to clearly viewable and no longer obstructed … it was even completely dry!

Back to the “life lesson” -

I was reminded of many examples in the Bible where people were in difficult situations and then there was a “suddenly”. There is the deliverence of the Israelite people from Eqyptian bondage. There is the famous account of being at the shore of the Red Sea with an Army behind them with no place to go and seemingly certain death -  to being able to cross on dry ground. There is Joseph one day being in prison and the next being second in command of Egypt.

And yes, I was reminded of the Bible verse which says … “when the enemy comes in like a flood”. It often feels like  that. We go through times when we feel flooded by the challenges and obstacles in life. The great part is what follows in that verse is this …  “the Spirit of the Lord will lift up a standard against him”!

So to myself and others I implore you - when you have lost sight of the road and the way you need to go seems impossible and impassable … take heart!

So shall they fear The name of the LORD from the west, And His glory from the rising of the sun; When the enemy comes in like a flood, The Spirit of the LORD will lift up a standard against him.      Isaiah 58:19

“Will lift up a standard” comes from the Hebrew root - nuwc -which means …

1) to flee, escape

a) (Qal)

1) to flee

2) to escape

3) to take flight,m depart, disappear

He - The Spirit of the Lord - will cause the enemy to flee, to depart! He still sees the road and will cause the obstruction to be cleared! We need to be able to see Him and stand in faith.

On Sunday morning March 8th 2009
To the horror of those present and the shock of the town
At the First Baptist church of Maryville, Illinois
Pastor Fred Winters, while preaching, is suddenly gunned down

Through each word of each sentence
In every memorial service and interview,
Came the story of redemption
The love of Christ shone through

There was no denying the grieving,
Yet there was a worshipful faith-filled witness
Of He who dwelled within them
And of His radiant presence

I remember feeling such pride
In their Christ like responses
A powerful example of Jesus words
“Therefore whoever confesses…” (Matt 10:32)

“If this happened in my church”
I found myself contemplating in my mind
“Would this be the character that was found
If we were searched and tried?” (Psalm 139:23)

So here it is the 5th of May
Again, tragedy, due to their testimony
In the Coleman home, Columbia, Illinois
Three are taken down, Violently.

Our beloved Sheri, Garett and Gavin
No longer to be a part of our family, church or town
As we rend our hearts and garments here
They don their “graduation” gowns!

I am walking and praying
I am grieved and bewildered
I am thinking about the grain
That dies as it falls to the earth (John12:24a)

Coals have been fanned to flame
Fires of urgency have been rekindled (Jude 1:23a)
Seeds have fallen to the ground
But we are promised multitudes for each single (John 12:24b)

As I’m carrying these seeds
Securely cupped within my heart and symbolically my hands
I press on towards the river
And think “Yes, they will need water to fulfill the plan”

I arrive at the rivers edge
To find its crest is high and borders wide
Reminding me of the river in Ezekiel 47 (Ezekiel 47:5)
And the fruit bearing trees planted along its side (Ezekiel 47:7 and 47:12)

It says everything in its path will live (Ezekiel 47:9)
As it flows from the temple to the East (Ezekiel 47:1 and Ezekiel 47:8)
You may have gone into the ground a seed
But you will become a nourishing, medicinal tree. (Ezekiel 47:12) *

The truth is, a kernel of wheat must be planted in the soil. Unless it dies it will be alone–a single seed. But its death will produce many new kernels–a plentiful harvest of new lives. - John 12:24 NLT

* Sheri participated in Medical Missions!

© Laura Jean Eubanks May 6th 2009

…thoughts on the arrival of Spring as those of you from the United States are entering in to Autumn … It is getting warmer. In our house yesterday afternoon it was 96 degrees Fahrenheit. That was with door wide open, windows that are just screens, a decent breeze blowing and our fans on … oh yes, high humidity too! As draining as the factor of this is to daily life I still would say that I prefer this to being cold!

After a very long day, after two previous days of feeling sick, exhausted and emotionally overwhelmed I was waiting to figure out who I could get a ride home with as it had gotten late due to me re-painting Viaze’s game. Maria came and sat next to me and snuggled in. I asked her about the new little girl who arrived today and if she knew her name, which house she is in and etc. Then I said to her “now you are no longer the newest child here” and she bashfully smiled and snuggled in a little tighter. Without words it spoke to me about her comfort and sense of security with us. She has only been here around 3 months. Thank you Lord for allowing me to be a part of the team here that is able to lovingly “adopt” these children who are in desperate need!

After waiting an hour I was able to get the ride home. I climbed in the back of a truck and took in the scenery. The baobab trees and our African gazebos were almost silhouetted against the dusk sky. I was thoroughly “spent” but with gratitude marveled at the life I am living.

Sun. August 24^th 2008

On my walk to church a young girl named Manzinia who has been my companion at church the last couple of weeks saw me coming from far away, maybe 30 yards. She cried out “Mama Laura!” and ran full speed to me. I bent over to embrace her and she leaped into my arms with such force we collided and I got my nose smashed! It was painful but heartwarming and comical as well.

This morning had the thought of how amazing it is to be able to hear approx 80 Mozambican men in the Bible School singing their praises to the Lord. (Their dorms and worship area are very close to our house and here there is no glass in the windows.) It would be so foreign to hear anything like that back in the US but here it is one of my M-F daily experiences at beginning at 6:30 am.

Mon. August 11th 2008

…Another memorable moment was at the very end of staff church when we were pray out the visitors who would be leaving this week. One of the Mozambican “mamas” was up there and she had a little boy of about 6 or 7 who I assume was her son. As she was leaning over praying she had him directly in front and underneath her with his hands in hers showing him how to “lay hands on” and pray for the people. It was a beautiful sight!